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[sorry i haven't been around much. i've been lookin' for a place to live. my mom is giving me about a month. i just got my drivers license and im workin on a car so i should be set in a month if i can get a place to live. so if you don't hear from me for a while, that's why.]
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[27 Jun 2003|12:17pm] |
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if i could reach the stars,
i'd give them to you
I've been thinking. A lot. About everything, but mostly about Jers. I want to give her my heart, I do. But there's still a slight problem. I have a problem. My heart is still in love with booze. I'm trying to give it up, I really am. Jersey deserves all of my heart, and I want to give it to her.
i <3 ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jerseywood
<3333 much love to my baby.
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[25 Jun 2003|12:23am] |
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Amanda informed me that I should not drink at all, which is probably true. She always takes care of me. I appriciate it, muchly.
I'll be jetting off soon to go with Jersey and Elijah and some others on some sort of vacation.
I'm not in much of an update mood, I'm kind of tired. I've been thinking a lot today.
***<3333 loves to my baby.
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[22 Jun 2003|02:36am] |
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Last nite was fun. Jers and I had a few coctails and ended up falling asleep somewhere that was not a bed. I have yet to tell her the extent of my previous problem, alcohol abuse. However, last nite, I controlled myself and didn't have too many coctails. She had a headache, so I'm glad I was there to offer some greasy food to help.
I'm not much of an updating mood.
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[20 Jun 2003|11:50am] |
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*Sigh* Today, I woke up in the one of the best moods of my life.
I'm incredibly scared. I know that I love her, but I'm scared because I've been hurt before. I know that she will do anything to keep me happy. I just have a little part of me who doesn't want to do this, not put my heart out there. But, we've gone this far and I've enjoyed every bit of it. I gave her my whole heart.
scared/cowering in the corner/
will that be me/scared of what we could be/
giving my heart/and having it broken/
that won't be me/no/that won't be me/
we'll come out winners/
we'll make it/you'll see/
we won't hurt anymore/we'll be together
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| home. |
[19 Jun 2003|12:51pm] |
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I'm home. I had so much fun being with her, loving her, learning things about her, holding her, and so forth. I just loved being with her.
I'm a softy and I've turned her into one. *laughs*
sitting with you, holding you tight/
knowing everythings all right/
taking your hand/all five fingers/
knowing our plan/feeling the love that lingers/
smelling your sweet scent/
i could spend all of my days with you/
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| quick update during grocery shopping |
[10 Jun 2003|02:24pm] |
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As announced, i'm in Vancouver with Jersey, my parents, my sister and occasionally my brother. Things are great. Everything is great. I'm really glad Jers is here with me. I'm getting to know and love her more by the minute. Everyone else seems to like her too. That's great. Not that i had expected otherwise.
It's been so long since i was last here. I'd almost forgotten how relaxing this place can be. During the past week, i've been able to clear my head off bad things, and focus on the good ones. Jersey seems to like it here as well. That's good.
i never have been one to make long updates, so that's it for now. I'll be back home the 18th. So i'll see you all then. Bye
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[04 Jun 2003|02:07pm] |
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I bought this for jersey:  and I asked her to be my girlfriend. She said....YES. I really like her. We get along great, and she truly likes me and wants me to be happy. Also, love to her for making my background, i love it
I bought this for amanda:  because she's beautiful and I want her to feel beautiful while she's prego.
Anywho, I'm going to take a short break and go home to see my family in Canada. No computers or anything, *cries* I will only be able to update every once and a while. [ooc check note below]
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[04 Jun 2003|11:10am] |
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[I won't be here for two weeks, I'm going on vacation. I leave tomarrow (5th) and come back on the 18th. So I just wanted to let you all know so that you don't think "Dev" left again. Yah.Wish me luck.]
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[03 Jun 2003|11:09pm] |
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I need to talk to Jers.
Apparantly, I'm not hot like Joe McIntyre. Damn him. JK, he is pretty hot.
Wonderful, Lila is back. *gets all excited* She was my best friend last summer, minus Amanda.
Hm..what else is there? Jersey made me cool backgrounds, but I don't know the code to put them on and be cool like everyone else. Hm. Yah.
WEll, I'm out.
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[01 Jun 2003|11:03pm] |
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Are there actually girls who want to be with me? What's that about? I have a lunch date with Maggie Gyllenhaal on Tuesday. And Tara wants to make out with me. I like her. She's hot and very poetic.
I need more girls and more dates.
Amanda and I haven't talked because she can't talk to me. I hope things work out. I'm biting my nails.
Anyone want to make me a layout?
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[30 May 2003|01:08am] |
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So, Amanda is still mad about something that happened a year ago. I don't blame her. I was such an ass. But the thing I don't get is that after that, we were together, if I remember correctly. I love her, I do..in a close friend way. She's got a wonderful life, and I don't want to sabatoge that in any way. In fact, she's really not even speaking to me. SO that's that.
Anyways, I thought about holding an open audition/survivor type of thing to help me find a new gal pal. I'm in search of someone that I can settle down with, or maybe just a friend to talk to.
My AIM name is: xdevonsawa add me, love me, talk to me. I don't bite, I'm friendly, I promise.
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[23 Mar 2003|03:27am] |
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Just ignore everything except the last couple of updates. Everything else is old news, and boring.
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| *being shoved into a solitary comuter room* |
[23 Mar 2003|02:42am] |
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Hi there.
Ah. Long time no speak, eh? I have been attending CRI-help drug and alcohol rehab center for the past..almost year. I'm glad to let you know that I'm back, to stay, for good, hopefuly.
I spoke with Amanda for about 4 hours earlier. She thoughtfully nudged me towards getting back into the swing of normal, sober life.
So, I'm here. I missed everyone. I found out that a ton of my friends deleted. *cries, almost* bah.
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| Oh my. |
[25 Jul 2002|08:17pm] |
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Since when am I this love sick fool? :bangs head:
I like Jessica. I really like Jessica. She's so nice, cool, funny, beautiful, and shes so different from everyone I've ever been with. That's kind of what I need right now.
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